It's happening again
That feeling of hopelessness
That feeling of me bleeding
That feeling of giving myself away
Is it all in my head?
Why does it feel like I'm forgotten?
Like you've given up caring
Like I'm not important anymore
Like the things I do mean nothing
I can't control this pain in my head
I close my mouth
I keep it shut
Deciding this battle is not worth fighting
So I'll continue to give because it's what I do
And you will take because it's what you do
I could hate you but I'll let it go
I'll suffer in silence, like I always do
I deserve this don't I?
Comfort in the falling
Comfort in the pieces breaking
You wouldn't understand
I've tried to fix this but honestly no one cares like me
No one loves like me
No one gives like me
But you just can't see
Because you are not like me
Again I feel alone
Closing the wounds with my hands
Holding the pain in
Breathing it in
I could give you the world, but would that be enough for you
It never mattered
I'll be here when no one else will
The tragedy of caring
