Will You Remember Me

 I'm strong but cold

That bubbly exterior hides it

Inside I'm broken

I'm distant

I'm dying

I can't control it

I feel numb

I can't even express the words I need to say

I'm a tragedy

I'm a mistake

I hold this pain in my hands

You can't see it but it's still there

Bleeding

Tearing a hole in my heart

I'm angry

I want to yell

I want to punch

The sadness and anger swells in me

Imploding

Internally a war is waging

You don't know me

I'm losing my mind

Mentally exhausted

overwhelmed

Will you think of me

Will you remember me

Will you be there when nothing is left...