I'm holding my head high
I'm barely looking at the ground
But now here I am falling again
Physically in pain
Emotionally a wreck
Mentally lost and unstable
It follows me like a cloud
most days the sun peaks through
but today it's pouring
I can't explain
I can't make you understand
Every time my heart breaks
My nerves snap
My bones crack
My insides crumble
I heal
And it all starts again
The tears creep to the corners of my eyes
I blink them away but they keep coming
I'm sorry
My voice catches its hard to speak
It's hard to find words to describe how I feel
I'm frustrated
I explode
I deflate
All emotions rushing
In the end no one sees
No one cares
And I'm stuck in this shattered existence
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