Sunday, February 10, 2019

My Shattered Existence

I'm holding my head high
I'm barely looking at the ground
But now here I am falling again

Physically in pain
Emotionally a wreck
Mentally lost and unstable

It follows me like a cloud
most days the sun peaks through
but today it's pouring

I can't explain
I can't make you understand

Every time my heart breaks
My nerves snap
My bones crack
My insides crumble

I heal
And it all starts again

The tears creep to the corners of my eyes
I blink them away but they keep coming

I'm sorry

My voice catches its hard to speak
It's hard to find words to describe how I feel

I'm frustrated
I explode
I deflate

All emotions rushing

In the end no one sees
No one cares
And I'm stuck in this shattered existence

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