The worst parts of yourself

Thrashing in the night
Dreaming gives you a fright

You're trying to escape the stress
You feel like dying
You think about it often

You think about car crashes
Jumping off bridges
Sleeping forever in a sea of diamonds

You close your eyes hoping tomorrow will be different
You close your eyes hoping the pain will subside, the physical and the emotional

You feel everything, like a curse
Overwhelming your senses

You feel broken
You feel worthless
You want to drown in your own blood

You yell at your reflection
These are the worse parts of you
They are tearing at the seams

Dripping, leaking through your skin
No one sees it but you know it's there

We all have the worst parts that we hide