Friday, August 11, 2017

Every day I am reborn. Every night I die.

 I'm crying
Exhaustion is taking me


I'm collapsing
Insides burning hot
Rage
Hurt
Anger

When I think I've gotten past it
My mind blind sides me


I want to tear them free
All those painful parts of me

Black, bloody throbbing pieces of me
Darkening my soul

It's a never ending battle
Every day I am reborn and
Every night I die


In my time of dying
I close my eyes
Beckoning the reaper to take me
 He never does..

As the sunlight pours in
I know yet again I must begin a new day
 The wounds have scabbed over
 I pull myself through

The night tears them open, exposed and bleeding again
I lay open,powerless
until the sun comes again



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