Saturday, May 13, 2017

Another Hurtful Story Written in my Skin

Your struggling with being alone

Days without a hug
Longing for closeness
A taste of intimacy

Losing faith in love
Does anyone know what that is anymore?
Does anyone care enough to show it?
Are we becoming emotionless and cold?

I find myself feeling horrible for becoming attached to people
I find myself weak for wanting constant contact
I find myself trying to bury myself in anything just to stop thinking

Thinking about you
Thinking about the future
Thinking about how I will screw everything up

I want to be so busy that I don't stop to text you
I want to be so busy that I don't care
I want to be so busy that I forget my phone completely

But that's never what I really want...
I make time for everyone...
I would stop the world to say "Have a good day"

I put myself in so much pain
No one will ever be like me
No one will ever care enough
And this is the mess I'm stuck in

In the end you will be another page in my book
Another hurtful story written in my skin
Another time I cared to much because you couldn't care enough

Don't hold your breath, Your prince charming isn't coming


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