Monday, July 22, 2013

Always questions, but no answers...



Could I have a problem?
Could I be in denial?


I don't feel diseased
I don't feel depressed


Mood swings
Sleepless nights


Should I seek help
like you keep telling me

Will it make me look weak?
Have I already lost my mind?

Is it wrong to be this obsessive?
Is it wrong to be this adhesive?

Why do you think I can't control this on my own?
Haven't I made it this far?


I try so hard to be good enough...
to do the right things
but still is there something missing?

Can't I just stay this way?
Why do I have to change?

I don't feel like talking to this stranger
I don't want this medication

I thought I was alright
I thought I was okay

but now I don't know anymore


Can you clear this up for me?
And can you look at yourself critically when the mirror is pointed back at you?

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