Cold Heartless Truth

 Sometimes you think you are important

But the world turns, and people forget you 

That is the way of things

Cold heartless truth 

What am I even leaving behind? 

Why would you even want to remember me?

Things are changing, and I'm still here waiting for you to notice me

Weeks, months, and years fly by, and I'm still here waiting to hear from you 

And I know I should let these feelings go

But I've never felt important

I've never felt like I'm special 

Maybe it's time to face the fact that you don't need me

And maybe no one ever will...

Music is My Soul

 I'm still lonely

I've created a fantasy

A fantasy where you care for me

Where you hug me and tell me it's ok

A fantasy 

It isn't real

The only thing that's real is this music in my ears

I try to let it surround me, drown me

The music that has saved me more times than anyone

The music that has pulled me from the edge

The music that lets me know I am not alone 

Music my religion 

I breathe it

I feel it

Music is my soul