Thursday, December 23, 2021

Nothing might be me

 I'm alone even with your arms wrapped around me

Am I not enough?

Are you enough?

I have this sour taste in my mouth

That feeling that makes my skin crawl

Right before the fall


Falling inside my head

Overthinking

Touch me, I need to feel

Kiss me, I'm losing you

Hug Me, I'm feeling neglected


It's not your fault

I'm wired differently


I push and pull you away

The waves wash over me


You hold me like an anchor in the low and high tide

I wish to erode away


I wish to be everything you see

but when I feel like you see nothing

Nothing might be me

If I'm nothing, I am empty

Emptiness soaks my skin

Always craving more

Can I be satisfied?


Nothing might be me. 



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