I have this weight
It sits heavy on my chest
I can't see it
But I can feel it
It makes it hard to move
It makes it hard to breath
It makes me feel as if I am deserving of this
This constant pain in my chest
I can't stop
Even though I want to crawl in bed and hide
Where's my drive?
I am a master of deception
That smile on my face looks so real
I do the shit I have to do and then I fall apart
I wish I could pause the world
Crumble in the blankets for a few weeks
Suffocate in the sheets
Close my eyes and sleep
I am so tired
Let's pretend I'm strong enough
Maybe we fake it until we make it
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