Lost

Sitting here trying to find the motivation

Trying to create

Trying to form plans

Trying to make a living

So many thoughts in my head

I do not know where to start

It's overwhelming 

I'm feeling cold again

Lost

Time is slipping away 

I have nothing to show

I feel like I'm breathing water at this point

Barely holding my head above the waves crashing in

I'm not trying to be sad

I'm just trying to live

Left alone, my thoughts

eat me alive

Skinned knees today, scabs tomorrow.