Wallflower

I feel all this shit is rushing in my head

You...a failure
You...weak
You...stupid
You....a child
You...a joke

Feeling awake, sleep once a luxury now a nightmare
It's unattainable at the moment
Like a star you reach for it but it is to far away

In this moment you are truly alone
That late night depression
It eats you alive

You call for help but no one is there
You take the pain, you suffer through it
Those tears sting your eyes

All you can do is let them fall