Friday, October 21, 2016

Worthless

I am not the safe choice
I am not the best choice
I don't deserve you

I could never be happy
I am cursed
I am a knotted mess

I wear a mask
I pretend to be everything you need
Slowly I am losing myself

I am damaged
I am worthless
I am nothing

Everytime I close my eyes
I see emptiness and chaos

I give myself away until there is nothing left
In my hands the dust settles and I am left with empty promises


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