Pain of the Aftermath

Will you find what you want
Will it be what you need

Will you get a taste of it and lose it again
Will you feel the pleasure for one sweet moment
And drown in the pain of the aftermath

Is this your life
Are you destined to fail
Are you destined to be incomplete
Alone in your feat

It teases you, gives you a sliver of hope
This time things will be different
This time things will work

You tell yourself this every time
But it never works

It makes your insides cold and empty
You feel damaged, used, and abused

Your days are blue and your nights are black
Your taking the risks but never getting shit back

This is your life
You are destined to fail
You are destined to be incomplete
You will be alone

Every Word A Lie

She said she loved me
She said she would always be here

but now I lay in this empty bed
Feeling the coldness of the sheets
Going damp from my tears

Feeling completely alone
She is moving on
And I am holding on

The memories like a whirlwind inside my head
The lies she said

I believed every word
Like thread it sewed my mouth shut
And I was speechless
Taken by her

Defeated
She took everything