Black is all i see in front and behind me...

My mood changes like the colors of the sunset

Slowly everything turns to black
All the hope for the day has died

I put that smile on and try to break through
But there is always a snag in my smile
That hint of denial

I try to be good enough
I try to make you see but you can’t
And it’s killing me

I taste defeat in everything before it
Even begins

Hope is wearing thin
You throw me those words that make me stay
That makes my mind wonder beyond reality
That makes me sleep longer in the day just to see you in my dreams

Making you smile is all i want and it seems pointless now
 Because i am afraid you'll never love me

I am afraid you will forever be stuck in the past
And I’ll be lost forever

All i see is black....